The Plan

06Mar09

Draw the scenarios…

- the “now” scenarios

- the “what if” scenarios…

-> if it all goes down, go to some of the people and do the shit anyway!


Space

25Feb09

I need space to be aware – to become the man of dreams,

to be inclined to shine in front,

to leave behind the peace I preach so blunt,

My eyes needs space to see and enhance my truth for truth to be, why move so fast in endless fear when I can dwell on the past to drop a tear.

I sincerely hope that space will come,

take me to the years of sun.

Silent my fog of chaos lays its thick and dusty layers all around my hip and thighs slowly forcing my inner glow to lighten up before it dies. I refuse to give up my precious space I live for you with all my will, I’ll reduce the power of my ridiculous pace, I’ll live through you with all my will.

I need the space to stretch my arms – kick the air of comfort when I cheer and take your hand when you are near.

Space to breath the air and ventilate alone, crippled in my lair.

I just need the space to stand the world as such.


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>>Alone?<<

27Nov08

In times where no one watches me…

…where no one seeks the chance of being part of my life…

…where no one determines the power of my privacy…

– someone is still around!….

…who knows where those bastards hide?

alone




toilet

Everything is fine these places…

Everyone are smiling to you trying to keep you and them selves in a good mood behind the desk, corporate papers and logos of brands that you kan only dream of getting rid of…

No doubt, it is the intention that you should feel comfortable here!

It should be easy for you to get around, to be a part of the whole and be together with everyone else whether you like or not…even the chairs have wheels just in case you need to drive somewhere…who knows?

…but what the fuck is up with the toilet?

Why is that the only place that tells you not to go there again?

Why is that even more boring than what you are actually trying to escape by taking a good long break with yourself and the feeling of relief…?

You tell me…!!!???


meal

In this particular case we have what the place calls “The Weekend Special Pork Roast” only saturdays and sundays – fortunately!

“Special” is the only word that is close to describing this mess of dead pig and executed beans in their own blood equal to what I would call garbage.

I’m sorry to admit it but the coke was the only thing I trusted in my struggle comsuming this meal…

//SHITTY SUNDAY SURPRISE//


I don’t know about you but I have a hard time with a manneqiun hailing in a window…it does not really invite me to buy anything…THIS DULL DOLL IS TOO DULL TO BE A GOOD DOLL.

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…that you as a single person can make a change

…that all people are good

…that standing up for your rights is the way forward

…that mistakes are learningful

…that the 3rd world can be saved

…that any problem can be solved

…that speaking your mind is right

…that culture can make a difference

…that you can get better

…that we have something in common

- BELIEVE IN IT! – and we’ll talk…

//MAKE ME BELIEVE//





New & Old

02Nov08



I’m a stereotype

I go the same way as everybody else

I go the same places as everybody else

I talk and talk in a different direction than I walk

I’m trying, really trying to be special

I’m dying, really dying to be seen

Afraid of ending in the everyday spleen

My references to poverty is Africa

My perception of cheap fast food is pizza

I love partying

I think I am different

I believe in creativity

I’m a stereotype

- but the only thing that differentiates me from everybody else is that I know it – at least I think I do…




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